2016 – solo piano – 2:32
I often wonder why I rarely cry. I sometimes think I’m heartless, have no soul, no empathy. Then it dawns on me, I do often cry – but only on the inside. I’m hurting, I’m sobbing, I feel wounded, bruised and cut. Now I can hear it and feel it! But then the tears inside me gradually stop. And even then, I feel like at any second, of any day, it will start up again – the pain will be back and the struggle to get through it will be just as painful as the infinite times before.
– Frank Horvat