2016 – solo piano – 2:32

Sheet Music

Score (pdf)

Recording

Album: You Haven’t Been
Buy Piece: iTunes
Date: September 20, 2017
Location: Canterbury Studios, Toronto
Musicians: Frank Horvat (piano)
Producer: Frank Horvat
 

Programme Notes

I often wonder why I rarely cry. I sometimes think I’m heartless, have no soul, no empathy. Then it dawns on me, I do often cry – but only on the inside. I’m hurting, I’m sobbing, I feel wounded, bruised and cut. Now I can hear it and feel it! But then the tears inside me gradually stop. And even then, I feel like at any second, of any day, it will start up again – the pain will be back and the struggle to get through it will be just as painful as the infinite times before.

– Frank Horvat